A few weeks ago I was staying at my mums place while she was away. She lives in a beautiful coastal town out of the hustle and bustle. Occasionally though, you may get some pedestrian foot traffic over the weekends from the venues closer to town.
The night I stayed was such a night.
It was 2:30 in the morning, when I heard yelling from the street downstairs. I lay in bed listening to what was being said, well you couldn’t have not heard it because they were loud.
Anyway, it was from what I’d gathered a young guy and his girlfriend. They were both drunk and he was extremely upset.
“I can’t breathe when I’m with you. I don’t even know who I am when I’m with you. You make me so angry” He was infuriated and I could hear it in his voice but I also heard pain. A lot of it. As this was all going on I was having my own inner dialogue, how could this possibly be something I’m baring witness to, that energy is not even close to the energy I allow in my space/field, wtf and also why at this time in the morning.
Then I got the message just listen.
So I let the conversation go on, a past version of me would’ve marched downstairs opened the door and told them to f*ck off, it’s the middle of the night and no body wants to listen to their domestic.
Lol. I was a hard ass way back when.
As he continued on his rampage he said: “you invite me out and you can’t even afford to pay for anything. So I end up paying for everything and the hotel. Then those two guys that sat at our table, starting hitting on you and saying how beautiful you were whilst I was sitting right there next to you and you just let them. You just let them hit on you and I—your boyfriend was sitting right there. Who does that”
She then started crying hysterically. This went on for a little while longer, until I opened the window and asked them to politely move it along.
They didn’t move straight away because she was crying. He wanted to run off, but he couldn’t leave her there. She even pleaded with him “so you’re just going to leave me here” he said “no, of course I’m not going to just leave you here in a random street but I am going”.
Eventually they moved it along and at this stage it was 3:00am.
I couldn’t get back to sleep right away after they left, because there were messages for me to collect around why this all happened. So, I sat in meditation and asked for the guidance to come through.
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